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to how i've been feeling the past few days.
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premièrement: i recently turned seventeen years old. (: and i can not thank you enough to the people here who sent me birthday wishes. made me feel all warm inside :}. i don't feel that much different from sixteen, but it's amusing terrifying my mother; telling her that now i can see rated r movies by myself, being a year over than the legal age of consent, showing her random car magazines... ^^. (and she takes it so well hahahaha)
i loved all of the presents i got that day; a flat screen TV (i've ALWAYS wanted a tv in me room, ever since i was like, five, and my parents never let me until now), an ice cream maker from my awesome cousins, and a lot of money for my upcoming trip to paris and barcelona in april. (i'm not sure if i've mentioned this in a previous journal. if i didn't, well, I'M GOING TO PARIS AND BARCELONA IN APRIL AND I CAN BARELY CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT.) i'm going for ten days with a few of my adelphi french and spanish classmates. i've always wanted to go to paris ever since i first watched the hunchback of notre dame movie. the trip costs a painful $3,000; and i have the best parents in the world that are helping me fundraise and do whatever else they can to put me on that plane in eight months.
deuxièmement: summer is starting to fade. my summer job ended, and, to be honest, it wasn't what i expected it to be. though i had fun and made a lot of money, i didn't feel accepted there. i didn't feel included amoung the people i worked with, no matter how much i talked to my cousins or the parties i went to. and because of the hours i worked, i rarely got to hang out with my friends. the entire month of july i only saw...maybe 4 of my closest friends? if that? i don't even know haha. plus; i have a horrendous tan line of a circle on my back.
troisièmement: as far as my photography goes...well, i'm still uninspired and dissapointed with my work. it's so important to me, and i hate when whatever picture i take looks terrible through my eyes. i have some recent pictures of my trip into the city on my tumblr, but i don't feel they're all too great :/. i wish i didn't have such a low self esteem, i would love to believe the compliments people give me about my art.
i have a photoshoot on thursday with a really good friend of mine, perhaps my outlook will change a little.
oh. my dA premium user subscription (given to me by the wonderful
is about to run out.
splendid.
-___-
how is everyone? (:
.
premièrement: i recently turned seventeen years old. (: and i can not thank you enough to the people here who sent me birthday wishes. made me feel all warm inside :}. i don't feel that much different from sixteen, but it's amusing terrifying my mother; telling her that now i can see rated r movies by myself, being a year over than the legal age of consent, showing her random car magazines... ^^. (and she takes it so well hahahaha)
i loved all of the presents i got that day; a flat screen TV (i've ALWAYS wanted a tv in me room, ever since i was like, five, and my parents never let me until now), an ice cream maker from my awesome cousins, and a lot of money for my upcoming trip to paris and barcelona in april. (i'm not sure if i've mentioned this in a previous journal. if i didn't, well, I'M GOING TO PARIS AND BARCELONA IN APRIL AND I CAN BARELY CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT.) i'm going for ten days with a few of my adelphi french and spanish classmates. i've always wanted to go to paris ever since i first watched the hunchback of notre dame movie. the trip costs a painful $3,000; and i have the best parents in the world that are helping me fundraise and do whatever else they can to put me on that plane in eight months.
deuxièmement: summer is starting to fade. my summer job ended, and, to be honest, it wasn't what i expected it to be. though i had fun and made a lot of money, i didn't feel accepted there. i didn't feel included amoung the people i worked with, no matter how much i talked to my cousins or the parties i went to. and because of the hours i worked, i rarely got to hang out with my friends. the entire month of july i only saw...maybe 4 of my closest friends? if that? i don't even know haha. plus; i have a horrendous tan line of a circle on my back.
troisièmement: as far as my photography goes...well, i'm still uninspired and dissapointed with my work. it's so important to me, and i hate when whatever picture i take looks terrible through my eyes. i have some recent pictures of my trip into the city on my tumblr, but i don't feel they're all too great :/. i wish i didn't have such a low self esteem, i would love to believe the compliments people give me about my art.
i have a photoshoot on thursday with a really good friend of mine, perhaps my outlook will change a little.
oh. my dA premium user subscription (given to me by the wonderful
is about to run out.splendid.
-___-
how is everyone? (:
TO ANYONE WHO STILL READS JOURNALS.
i have some important matters to discuss;
firstly:
there are literally no words to fully express how grateful i am for all of the support and love i've received from everyone on dA. even though i don't post as often as i used to, coming back and seeing i still get favorites and comments regardless of how sparingly i do post, means the world to me, and inspires me to keep going. i love you all :heart:
secondly:
my opinion of dA has dramatically changed. i feel as though since there were so many stylistic changes and website reconstructions that it weakened the popularity and overall confused a lot of artists (myself included) affiliated
ALMOST 10,000.
SOOO
i know i haven't been active recently, but i just logged on to find i had almost 10,000 page views, and i'm now truly inspired.
thank you all SO much for favoriting my work, watching me over the years, and over all just being incredible artists that influence me to continue my passion. :heart:
lamebrained.
[ it's comical, i had so many pictures i wanted to feature, but my dA premium user subscription has run out. i need money. .__. ]
- happy late halloween to everyone! i hope everyone's day was filled with fun like a pillow case filled with candy. :pumpkin: =
-- i wanted to thank everyone who has been supporting me with my art lately. for a while i was very uninspired, discouraged, and dissapointed, and there have been so many people here on dA, on tumblr, and people in person who have told me otherwise about my opinion of my work. i'm still not fully satisfied or happy with the majority of what i do, but it means the world to me that i have
we were the victims of ourselves
[ it's comical, i had so many pictures i wanted to feature, but my dA premium user subscription has run out. i need money. .__. ]
+ i started my senior year of high school on the seventh, only to have a four day weekend after the 8th. hahaha. i pretty much like all of my classes, and it's good seeing everyone's faces again. i'm trying to switch my computer graphics class for an art class, and i have an interesting forensic science teacher; she is very russian (it's difficult to understand her at times) and a little cuckoo.
+ i, uh, made a lookbook. it can be found here. i was forced into making one baha.
i wanted to thank everyone who has
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